Cat's First Meow

2004-02-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

The devil in me has finally made a full appearance in my life... it has finally reaching 5th gear and it is not going to be lowered down in the near future.. any sights, sounds, words, smells.. whatever.. just any tiny weeny thing can trigger off the devil in me causing me to be extremely irritated, frustrated, tempermental, disgusted with the happenings and ppl around me.. I really dun wish to be like that but the angel in me seems to be hibernating and does not seems to be willing and wanting to wake up for quite some time to come.. I guess the Angel must have had enough of all the shitz that's happening to me.. it does not want to listen to any body's happiness, joy, misery, pain, problems, whatever.. anymore.. It just want to be a devil for as long as it can... ppls' pain and problems only add on to the already overwhelming problems that I am facing and their joy and happiness only further serve as a reminder to me how pathetic and miserable I am.. and how un-loved and unhappy I am ... I feel sad that I'm saying all this out.. but really.. all I want now is peace and tranquility for myself.. as I have tons of problems of my own to solve... To those who r reading this entry, I would like to make it clear that all these are not directed at any one in particular... it's just the way I feel now after all these years that I spent on Earth and I really need to seek out solutions to understand and accept all these shitz and also to re-tune the peace within me..

2004-02-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. finally!!!!!! finished rushing through the FMKT project.. the feeling of joy cannot be sumed up in a few words.. finally, after nights of tolling, loss of sleep and body aches... it's done!!!... erm.. but not quite.. still have to do a whole round of editing tomorrow.. but that should not be too much of a problem... hopefully... cos it's supposed to be changing of words and phrases here and there.. hope I'm not too rusty in my English yet.. sigh.. my English has been going downhill ever since I left secondary school.. not that it was good in the 1st place..ok.. gotta go and get some sleep.. tata :)

2004-02-02T19:27:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. those who have been reading my blog must be thinking how come I update it so often these few days.. lolz...... well.... just had a desire to blog these few days.. anyway.. I guess I shouldn't blog too often.. all or else it will become boring for ppl to read too :) .. kinda bored doing my FMKT project.. now brain abit not working.. thinking on what I should write for comparisons of markets.. sigh.. not quite sure what should or what should not be written.. hopefully I can get some inspiration??? sigh.. sometimes.. I think I have too much expectations towards some ppl/things/matters etc... thinking bout it.. I expect alot from some ppl.. but is it really alrite that I expect so much from them??? Do I put in the same amount of effort I expect from them??? I've been disappointed alot of times b4.. hence I tell myself not to expect so much from those ppl...... but sometimes.. it is still sad to see that u r not important to the person as u think u r..... it seems that something that had seemingly been built on a strong foundation over all these years just seems to be an illusion that u have created to delude urself.. it's so weak that it's like it had neber been real b4...everything seems alrite on the surface.. but underneath it all.. it's really not alrite at all..haha.. getting abit crappy alreadi.. better get back to work b4 my brain really stop functioning.. tata :)

2004-02-02T03:20:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. installed the Sims that Crys lent me.. as I was playing kinda happily.. my character just died on me.. gosh.. I dun think I dare to name any of my characters after anyone.. seems to be a bad omen to me.. earlier on.. went to Crys house to ''bai nian'' .. played mahjong for a long time.. not veri good at it yet.. everytime ''ting pai'' alreadi.. then some idiot will win instead.. lolz.. but did manage to win a few games.. maybe can play again another time..btw, I finally managed to finish reading ''The Guardian'' by Nicholas Sparks on thurs.. thought that the book was alrite.... borrowed 4 of his books from Eula May.. maybe can bring them to read to kill off boredom ( hopefully there will not be )... going to try to get to sleep soon..... later when I wake up. still have to do FMKT project.. gosh.. hopefully I can do my parts well... anyway, guess I will try to read the John Grisham book I just borrowed from the library.. haha.. like to read books b4 I go to sleep in hope that it will bore me to sleep :) .. okie.. that's all for now.. tata :)

2004-02-01T11:31:00.000+08:00

Hi there... what a bright and cheery day this is.. haha... and Eula May is still wasting the day away in bed.. shame on her...... woke up at bout 10 plus this morning.. to my utter surprise.. lin has woke up ( has the sun staring rising from the west ? ) .. poor thing.. dropped her hp into a tub of water ( stupid fool whahahaha ) ... now awaiting for crys arrival.. haha.. she will be the 1st honoured one to receive a red packet from my mum.. haha... waiting for the Sims disc.. long time since i last controlled a human's life.. hahaha..ok.. update on the rest of the details later.. bye bye :)

2004-02-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. it's been some time since I last blogged.. been kinda busy for school and everything else... so fast.. one month over.. but projects r going to be due soon.. sigh.. anyway.. been doing some baking lately.. baked some biscuits and pineapple tarts.. letting the bitches try it later.. wonder how they will rate it.. hopefully it's passable... something nice happened to me recently.. wonder if I'm in a dream or what.. hopefully it can be fulfilled till the end..anyway.. had my lesson with Mr N today.. getting more used to him.. maybe cos he tok more.. haha.. but I must try to multi-task.. everytime tok to him.. then neber look at road properly.. haha... luckily he's there.. we crapped alot.. bout one particular topic.. haha..on fri... me and lin went to National Lbrary to buy some bricks.... whahaha.. joking la.. we went there to find info for FMKT.. ended up being there for almost 4 hours.. gosh... then saw one of my classmate over there.. btw, the fish and chip at the cafe there is real nice and cheap.. definitely worth a try..and then last sat.. when we went to Hendrix again.. this time only me and lin.. courtesy of Celeste ''Eula May'' Low.. we were picked up by some 30 something Ah Peks.. damn funny.. the Ah Pek that came over had a lame pick up line.. but nonetheless creative.. hahaha.. btw, now me and my group at poly getting worst.. haha.. we have attracted the attention of another 2 groups of guys..die die liao.. now we r so infamous .. haha.. going to Crys house later.. haha.. guess shall stop here.. seeya .. tata :)

2004-01-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. just reached home not long ago.. it's was raining real heavily when I walked home.. but that's not the point.. there was this bloody ******* white car.. not sure what make or brand it is.. but I think it's a civic.. with a yellow car plate (wished I had seen the number clearly) saw me walking and sped towards me.. and I got a shower from it (right into my face!!).. thanks ar... now I onli hope that the car will skid somewhere along its journey.. and the best is.. it knocks into a tree or what.. of cos no casualties involved.. but it will be good that the car is in such a bad shape that it should be scraped immediately.. and the driver will regret that he drove so fast and splashed water onto innocent predestrians (eg. me) ... poor me.. sigh... guess I will write until here for now ...

2004-01-18T21:14:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. barely 24 hours... I was here.. now I'm here again..but this time.. my mood is not that good. haha.. during to several reasons.. which I shan't elaborate on... hopefully by tues.. can decide and finalise on plans for the long holidays of CNY [ yet another round of pretentious behaviour :( ] .. but I think I can escape this for this year...haha... always dread it when CNY is round the corner.. have to plaster on a fake smile and answer senseless questions.. sigh... but this year is gonna be different... going to meet up with the arses and do some fun things.. hopefully.. okie.. shall keep it short and sweet.. blog another day..

2004-01-18T01:54:00.000+08:00

1. You are attracted to those who are elegant and well-mannered.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one which make you feel warmth and in-love always.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your
freedom.

8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do
anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.

2004-01-18T01:49:00.000+08:00

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.

2. You did not select anything for this one.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one which make you feel warmth and in-love always.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your
freedom.

8. At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do
anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.

2004-01-18T01:13:00.000+08:00

Hi there!!! It's been such a long time since I last blogged... not having blogstipation.. just now too many things to attend to.. too little time :) ... finally managed to squeeze some time into writing today's blog.. well.. guess what I'm doing now?? Eating bread with Nutella!! Yum yum :) ... okie..just came back barely 2 hours ago from Hendrix Bar, went with the bitches.. haha.. no doubt this is the 2nd time I've been to a pub.. but this is the 1st time I drank alcohol... well.. in the past.. just took sips of it onli... but today.. I actually drink 2 cups.. which I tot was a miracle.. lolz.. surprised that I didn't feel drunk or got drunk.. tot thay my tolerance for liquor will be quite weak... haha.. but now still feeling alrite..just that a bit of headache..but sadly... the mix of crowd was not what I hoped to see and the music was really loud.. but fortunately, towards the later part.. they played some great music...overall, nice place to go to.. as long as the crowd's rite.. lolz.. a schoolmate of mine saw me and the bitches...he was in Light House.. so ''heng''.. I think he wanted to join us.. but eventually he didn't.. maybe next time can get together in one whole group and go together??? lolz.. next week, me and the bitches (minus Pussy) r planning to go clubbing again.. just that have not decided the venue yet.. hopefully, can go and the crowd will have more Chinktatoes haha... erm.. b4 going to the pub.. me, Lin and Celeste went to KTV.. initially, we booked a room from 2pm-5pm and from 5pm-8pm.. but then.. when we got to the ktv venue at 2 plus.. there were alot of ppl standing out and also, 2 of their employees were standing outside too.. apparently.. the person who has the keys came really late.. still no signs of that idiot at 3 plus.. what the **** ... so no choice.. book the usual one we went to... quite reluctantly though.. and we went off the Chinatown Point for lunch.. spent bout an hour odd at this restaurant with no so happy service crew.. but overall, the food was alrite and quite reasonably priced.. then after that.. we walked back to the KTV we wanted to go to.. they were, miracelously.. opened.. and we sang till 8pm.. yup.. how nice if every week was like this.. last time.. all I ever wanted to do on weekends is to laze and rot at home.. thinking back.. feel like a bloodly old foggie.. but now... I'm gonna enjoy every precious weekends I have.. cos have to study liek a dog during weekdays.. I deserve to rest myself and pamper myself for the weekends.. lolz.. haha.. plan to do some baking tomorrow.. hope it turn out real fine.. so that I can offer them to somebody (wink^wink ;D).. okie.. going to go back to typing some datas and talking to Puss.. tata :)

2004-01-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. it's a brand new year!!!!!!!! Am I excited????? NO!!! Am I hopeful??? NO!!! Do I care if it's a new year??? NO!!! Am I a pessimist??? YES!!! Who cares bout new year??? It's just to further remind u that another sad and pathetic year had past and there's more disappointments to expect... and of cos.. in a blink of an eye.. u r going to be an old hag!!! Many of u might disagree with what I've said.. but at least.. this is what I feel about new years at this very moment...there's gonna be anything interesting that's going to happen to me... life will just be as monotonous as ever.. or even more monotonous... I'm getting older and weaker and everything is starting to go downhill... sigh... nothing much seems to interest me these days... especially after my big dreams suffered a premature death... which really dealt me a great blow.. and I know becos of this... I will never be the same as before...sigh.... carry on some other time..

2004-01-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
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2003-12-15T17:26:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. actually wanted to carry on from where I left from this morning's blog... but... alot of things happened during driving, which left me disgusted, pissed, angry and disappointed with myself.. all I want to do now is to find a hole now and crawl in and stay there for a really long time... but putting that aside... had a change of instructors today finally, though I had back the same for my 2nd session... the instructor I had for my earlier lesson was kinda cute and young... veri different from the instructors I had from the past..saw a few familiar instructors in the circuit today. one of which was Potato Head... didn't see my favourite instructor..felt kinda disappointed...... but managed to see him as I was leaving the school... guess he's on afternoon shift for this week... sad sad...but anyway, I shall continue from where I stopped when I start to feel better.....

2003-12-15T11:00:00.000+08:00

Hi there..it's been a long time since I last did a proper blog... well.... let me try and recalled what happened this few weeks.... erm... k... recently... I was unwell for a period of time.. so I did not attend driving lessons... stopped for almost 3 weeks..by time I tried to book for lessons... most slots that I wanted were all taken up.... sad... but luckily for me.. perhaps it's due to the holiday season... yesterday.... when I went to try and book lessons...I actually managed to book bout 10 lessons or so... each time I finished booking and went back to check if there were any more available time slots.. there will be some time slots that will be given up.... haha.. so.. hopefully can try and finish my lessons b4 december end..... then I can try and book for my practical test earlier... okie.. I think that's bout it for driving.... The piggies and me finally went out together a week or so b4.. I mean.. besides Celeste... I dun think I went out with the rest of them.. kinda looked forward to it.. but somehow.. the mood was not quite what it was suposed to be... then.. me and 3 other piggies went out together again to watch Love Actually.. I tot that the show roxs and it was the best British film I've seen so far... but again.. we were making a bit amount of noise... and this guy wearing an ugly cap and who doesn't laugh at the jokes in the show turned around and asked us to keep quiet... haha.. for a while.. I really didn't dare say anything... b4 that.. we went into a Jap restaurant... but then.. the food was expensive and there wasn't anything we wanted to order looking at the menu... so we just sat there like idiots.. but as Crys and Lin ordered 2 drinks.. so... I guess we were not so embarassed as what we might had been... sorri for suggesting to go inside the restaurant to have a look, gers..... but overall.. I tot that this outing was a more enjoyable one.... anyway, gotta go and get a bath and go for my driving lessons... more things to share next time :)

2003-12-13T12:17:00.000+08:00

I'm PISSED!!!! I can't find the M&Ms I want.. It ran an advertisment in I-Weekly this week...... I will continue to be pissed until I get my hands on it.... :(

2003-12-05T03:51:00.000+08:00

Green

You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

2003-11-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. been a few days since I last blogged... nothing much to comment bout for the last few days... but anyway, I've learnt some really important things during these last few days... but anyway, me and Celeste went out together on wednesday... as usual.. went to Kino and Mise.. bought quite a few mags... then we went to this shop that Celeste had been wanting to go... but to her utter disappointment.. the food was yucky to her.. and she sweared that even if they offered the food free to her the next time.. she would not go back there again..haha... okie... I guess that's all for now... okie.. bye bye :)

2003-11-16T04:21:00.000+08:00

For those of you who are looking at my blog, u all must be thinking I'm kinda nuts... do so many quizzes... well not that I have not nothing better to do.. just that I didn't feel like sleeping....... anyway, I'm adding a new link of my idol's latest movie... kinda cool :)

2003-11-16T04:15:00.000+08:00

I'M A LOSER... WAHAHAHA.....

WOW you're the bigest loser I'v ever seen! Don't
worry we'll get along just fine!!!

Are you a loser?
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I'm a cat :)

Your a cat!!!! You like to be alone and go out side
in the middle of the night!!! The worst part
about finding u a home is u scracth everything
in shight, furniture, shoes, and must i go
on?!?!?! The best part is that u like to
culddly with people and u sleep with them!!! To
become the animal u want to be rate this quiz
and see what happens!!!

Are You A Dog Or Cat
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I'm this kinda Barbie???????????????

Lactating Barbie? What the fuck is wrong with you?
Snap out of it and kill the kid while you still
can!

If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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Hahhaa... kinda true...

Hunny, u should just stick to the computer. Ur
athletic abilities are very limited and ur not
excited about improving them. Maybe being a
stand-er by is more your thing. You can always
go and sit in the stands. PLUS while your
sitting in the stands u can chat it up with all
your other un - athletic friends!

What Sport Should U Play?
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I'm an idiot.. lolz...

you are an idiot, you probibly have an IQ of 1, you
need to watch more tv

are you an idiot?
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You are cool. You've got the right balance between
worry-free and worry-wart. Excellent job. Go
you.

Are you a big ball of stress?
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This is so untrue...

Adam Sandler

You love someone making you laugh all the time

Your Hollywood hunk
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2003-11-16T03:51:00.000+08:00

No doubt I dun drink, but just tried this quiz out for fun...

Heineken. I am from Holland, ishn't that weird?
Yesh, yesh, you have a strong personal flavor
and some people just don't like you. People who
really know you realize that you are one of the
best.

Which Beer are you?
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Ermm... another quiz that does not describe the real me..

You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)

?? Which Season Are You ??
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Do I look like a hannibal?? ( sorri if wrong spelling )

YOU EAT PEOPLE!!!

what's YOUR deepest secret?
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Maybe this is true...

You're too tired to be bothered with smiling,but
you're too nice to be really mean when people
are annoying you.You look tired,but you at
least try to seem happy.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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2003-11-16T03:40:00.000+08:00

I'm a Iced Tea??????

Congratulations! You're a Long Island Iced Tea!

What Drink Are You?
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Here's another quiz that'a kinda untrue bout me...

A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when youve
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention.

What kind of girl are you?
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Something true bout me :)

You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.

What feeling do you represent?
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Duno what's the aim of this quiz....

Senko -

What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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Wonder how true this is...

You should be dating a Pisces.
19 February - 20 March
Your mate is loving and caring, trusting and
hospitable, and romantic. Though he/she can be
self-pitying, temperamental or dependent, the
fishes are quite romantic in bed.

What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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2003-11-16T03:29:00.000+08:00

Aladdin!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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I'm this Care Bear???? U must be joking... I dun even smoke.... duhz...

Stoner Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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I'm a A hole.... hahahhaa

your asshole.

What swear word are you?
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This is the REAL me....

narcissistic

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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2003-11-16T03:16:00.000+08:00

haha.. did a quiz on Matrix.....and.. this is me!!!

You are Cypher, from "The Matrix."
Selfish, disllusioned, you are misguided at
times. You deviate from the "right"
path.

What Matrix Persona Are You?
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This is how old I'm.. mentally... lolz...

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Did a quiz on cartoon character, but I think that most of what it was said bout me is untrue...but yeah.. I'm FAT!!.. hahahaa

You are Kacheek from Neopets. Yes, you are blue and
white, and you VERY fat like him. Maybe you
should go on a diet. Boys/Girls think you are
very cute, however. They would usually keep a
little secret from you One too hard to find.
Well, thats just the outside of you. The inside
of you is very pretty also. You like to be very
friendly to strangers, and you have many
friends. You ignore whomever you do not like,
however, and you are sometimes fake. Everybody
likes you, but the bad guys dont. They think
you are a loser and should burn into flames.
You LOVE to shop, and youll be wagging your
long tail (butt) all over the mall.

What Cartoon Are You?
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2003-11-16T02:41:00.000+08:00

Hi there... not planning to do an update in this blog, just want to share some quizzes with u all :)

Kim Jae Won

Who is your ideal Korean guy?
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Gray:
You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
follow you everywhere. The worst has always got
to happen doesn't it? Life is miserable.
Made by
Sara

What color do you see the world in?
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hahaa... I tried the Korean guy quiz another time.. and this is my new results...

Bi

Who is your ideal Korean guy?
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2003-11-12T13:23:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. it's been some time since I last blogged.. nothing really much to write cos nothing really much happened this week.. but anyway, I finished watching another set of vcds.. 24 Hours Emergency Room 2.. it's not bad... find that the story line is good and it shows a realistic view of what hospitals are like.. erm.. and.. I started on my driving lessons... hahah... I got a big problem with my sense of judgement... tend to look veri near all the time... really hope I can change this bad habit...I guess becos I cannot understand the logic of looking far.. so I tend to be stuborn and always look veri near.. I think the instructor must be wanting to murder me alreadi... haha.. went to check my scehdule for today.. realised that I'm having a new instructor today... didn't expect to see him so soon until the 6th lesson... kinda worried u know? What if he thinks that I'm really lousy? gotta face him for alot of lessons.....and.. me abit regret booking for my 3rd instructor... not say that his skills not good.. just that I'm scared I'm stll veri lousy by the time I see him.... sigh.... how ar?? I hope I can overcome my stupid problem today or else I will be in deep shit....... sigh..I guess that's all....

2003-11-06T04:51:00.000+08:00

Hi there... I devoted most of my time today to my dearest tv... it's been a long time since I sat down in front of it and watched shows for 3-4 hours continuously... erm... well.. I continued watching the rest of Antique Cakeshop yesterday and the day before... as usual.. the cakes geatured in the shop were very exquisite and beautiful... but the story and the way it was presented was getting weirder and honestly.. I dun really understand some of the parts in the show.. the approach that the director used to film the show was kinda different from your average shows and they had quite a number of ''riddles'' in the show... no doubt most of them were solved... but the ending was kinda vague... erm.. or rather.. I would say that there were 4 different endings (???????)... really weird show.... okie.. then for today and yesterday.. I watched Love Revolution.. erm.. finished watching Disc 5.... well... it's a show that I would recommend ppl to watch...it's not a crappy love story...I dun really know how to explain how the story's like.. but I really feel that the show reflects a realistic view of what love is (definitely not a bed of roses duh..) and u will get addicted to the show and want to keep on watching (that's provided u r not a hard-hearted peice of wood :D)... haha.. starting to feel that I'm crapping alot nowadays.. perhaps it's due to the fact that I get an average of 4 hours of sleep per day... erm.. to set the record straight.. it's not becos I purposely stay up late to watch shows, play my game or use the net....... and.. I'm going to have my first driving lesson 4 days later.. really feeling very anxious and nervous.. cos I'm veri scared that I dunnno how to handle a car and will crash it....haha... hopefully it doesn't happen...okie... I guess that's all for now... bye bye :)

2003-11-04T05:30:00.000+08:00

erm.. sorri.. forgot to add somethings I initially wanted to talk about.. okie.. One of my favourite Japanese group.. Speed.. got together and they are releasing their newest album, Bridge, on 27th Nov.. their latest single.. Walking In The Rain, will be released on the same day... for those who likes their song.. please support them and buy their CD :) .... Please refer to my links to go to their official website.. thanks :) ... also.. I will put a few other links like SSDC's webby ( me learning driving there soon :D ), my school's webby.... Friendster webby...MediaCorp's webby ( find out the latest bout what's on Channel 8 ) .... and.. last but not least.. Soccernet webby... okie.. that's all for now :)

2003-11-04T05:22:00.000+08:00

Hi there..ermm.. yesterday... I went out with Celeste.. we met up at Sim Lim Square... 'cos she wanted to go and take a look at some LCD monitors and I wanted to go there to see if I can find a pair of headphones.. cos mine is spoilt.. like I onli used it for 2 months??? anyway, that spoilt one cost onli $8.. so can't really expect much from it...erm.. okie... so we went to a few computer shops and she collected brouchures ( sorri if wrong spelling ) on Philips and Samsung LCD monitors.. then.. we also went around looking at headphones.. but those headphones either not nice or too ex... finally.. we came to this Song shop.. then they having sales on headphones.. and somemore they put out some display pieces and the customers can try it out... so.. both me and Celeste tried them out.. and due to my indecisiveness.. I took a really long time to choose.. interchanging between 2 of them.. no doubt I somehow knew which one I prefer, but the other one was smaller and prettier in design.. but then.. I dun like the feeling of wearing it.. so... I just stood there and tried both of them continously.. finally.. something helped me solve this problem..Celeste was looking at the range of sound ( or whatever it is ) of both headphones.. and it turned out that the one I initially chosen have a better audio range.. well.. I was kinda happy.. cos I prefer that one.. no doubt the design a bit boyish.. but I love the 'boom boom' effect of the music that it produces.. but then.. I still feel a little heartache for spending nearly $50 on that headphones.. it better last me for a year or more.... erm.. and.. I'm getting more and more weird ppl msging me in ICQ and it's getting more and more international... now I have ppl from France, Italy, China, Turkey, Mongolia, South Korea and Malaysia msging me.. what's their problem.. no frens ar? keep msging me :( ... and.. I was playing my online game as usual.. then there was this character tat ran by and started talking to me.. what the heck.. so I talked to him.. we talked for a while.. and he asked me if I could be his online gf.. wahahhaha... I was like ............... but since I abit 'sort sort' alreadi.. I just agreed.. haha.. since his character higher level than mine.. can help me to train my character.. haha.. damn bad hor? make use of him..but since he asked me to be his online gf... he's obligated to help me... hahaha... and the worst thing was.. b4 he logged off.. he said he will miss me and hope to see me soon.. what the f***... dun even know me well then say this sorta shit... hope that don't see him too often... maybe I will start using my sister's character instead... then he won't know it's me.. haha... erm..... I guess that's all for now... going back to play my game.. bye bye and.. good morrow :)

2003-11-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hi there....erm...finally, the end of exams.. but.. I don't feel as happy as what I think I should be.... thought that after my exams I should feel completely relaxed and happy....but till today.. there still seems to be something bothering me.. and I don't know what it is.. arghhh.....just don't really feel too happy whenever I'm doing the things I enjoy... wonder y....... erm... it seems kinda boring that I'm the onli one who has finished my exams and the rest of my frens are still having theirs.... like no one to talk to..... but luckily.... there's still Celeste around.... hahaha.....erm...btw, that fren added me to his friendster.. erm... shall send him a msg soon..... erm.. today, I baked a cake... haven't tasted it yet.. so don't know how it taste like.... hopefully it turns out okie... erm.. I guess that's all for now... really have blogstipation..... haha.. bye bye :)

2003-11-01T04:01:00.000+08:00

Hi there... erm... if u all look at the time.. must be wondering why I'm blogging at such an unearthly hour rite??? okie.. I just attempted to sleep at 12.. but really, I think I slept around 1 to 2 plus.... cos been sleeping at 5 plus every nite recently, so hard to adjust ... so now.. I'm up to study accounts.. haha.. seems hard working rite???? cos I haven't memorise the formats yet.. so gotta wake up by hook or by crook to do that...went to friendster today.. saw that a fren that I lost touch with (for 2 years or so) has authorised me and added me to his list... kinda happy... actually, I also dunno y.. cos I wasn't really say good frens with him b4.. but I tot that he's really a nice guy.. so I decided to seek for his approval to add me after much thinking... cos I scared he wouldn't add me.. hahha.... he's one of the onli persons I added on my own accord... most of them that I added is becos they tried to add me.. but can't... haha.. he seems a big shot rite???okie.. kinda glad he added me. will send him a msg when I'm free....haha okie.. enough crapping for now... will start writing more blogs from 11am onwards.. haha... bye bye :)

2003-10-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. sigh... another unproductive day today.. haha.. erm.. woke up at bout 1 plus... then slack around until bout 2.. then went and take a bath and get ready to go out to meet Celeste... in the meantime.... there was a nutty from China that msged me in ICQ... showing a negative smiley and said 'digusting'.. what the heck man.. dun even know who the hell is that.. get a life man!!!... weird.. these days.. alot of weird ppl msg me in ICQ... esp alot from China.. and another one from Turkey msged me yesterday.. asking me 'what's the meaning of life?'??? funny ppl..... sigh.. anyway, today went out.. spent quite alot... firstly.. went to collect my handphone strap.. looks cool :) ... and then.. went to HMV.. they were showing S.H.E.'s Superstar vcd.. alot of ppl crowd around to watch it......I rather buy it and watch it at home rather than to crowd around there and watch.. funny ppl... then I saw the les couple from my sch.. well.. didn't really notice them at first.. until they started to show their affections for each other publicly (again....).... then after that.. we left HMV and we headed to Swensons... but hor.. Swensons food a bit ex.. so.. me and Celeste went over to Taka...after walking a big round around.. we decided to go to Crystal Jade.. erm.... I narrowed down my choices to three items.. but two were unavailable.. so.. I had to get the last alternative :(.....and the food wasn't as nice as what I tot... sigh.. haha.. luckily Celeste's one also didn't taste so nice.. haha.. okie.. then after our meal.. we went to look around at Miss Selfridge, Stadium and Kinokuniya.... we spent a long long time at Kino, thinking if we should buy organisers.. well.. Celeste has set her eyes on the one she wanted long ago.. and I was thinking should I get myself one to help to keep my life organised.. after a long long while.. we finally decided to buy.. haha... and after tat.. we went back to Stadium again.. I went to buy a jacket.. sigh.. today.. burnt a big hole in my pocket... but it's almost pay-day... so I guess it is not so bad... okie... I think that's all for now.. bye bye :)

2003-10-29T01:27:00.000+08:00

Hi there.... erm.. well... I think I should be studying for my exams.. but dunno why.. this time around.. I find that it's very hard for me to concentrate on studies.. mind will just wander away.. or see the books will zzzzzz... sigh... anyway, had my BFI exam yesterday... some of the questions were expected.. but one of them really suxed to the max!!! it was some kinda common sense question which was not covered much in the lectures and notes... siao liao.. that question.. my fatal enemy.. sigh.... but.. hopefully, overall can still get a B.. plssss.. let me get a B!!!!ok.. I onli touched 1 pathetic chapter of my next exam.. hopefully.. can complete the first round by early thursday... ahhaha... and.. supposed to meet Celeste later... for lunch??? or should I say afternoon tea??? cos we meeting around 3.30pm.... going to collect my handphone strap later.. kinda excited to see it :) ... wonder what will we be doing together besides eating and collecting the strap??? ermm.. maybe gossip bout..... haha.... but really.. it's getting kinda boring... maybe the sparks will die off soon??? ok.. I think that all's for now.. but to those who are reading this and having ur exams.. good luck k ? :)

2003-10-25T00:57:00.000+08:00

Hi there...the previous day was a public holiday... Deepavali.... but I just spent it at home the whole day.. cos it's near exams.. not many will be willing to go out.. and also.. I also lazy to step out of my house.. but anyway, managed to wake up at about 11am.. I think it's quite early liao.. cos ppl who know me well knows that time I can sleep until.. haha.. anyway, I woke up to watch some Chinese music awards show.... kinda happy that Jay Chou won quite a few prizes.. including a car!!... that's so nice.... wonder when will I be able to afford my own car????anyway, besides watching the shows.. I managed to finish my first round of my BFI revision... not bad at all.. I think.... hopefully later can start memorising...then I watched a few episodes of Antique cakeshop.. it's a Jap dorama.... just looking at the cakes alone makes my mouth waters.. all of the cakes look so exquisite and lovely.. sigh.. wonder if I will be able to go to Japan to have a chance to try out those cakes... but.. the story line of this show is quite funny... wonder what they r trying to get at....erm.. and I went to Crys' blog just now.. saw my ugly photos there.......... haha.... yesterday nie.. I started thinking bout what r my plans for holidays... and I do have a really major plan... and I gave it a name.. heheee... hopefully can carry it out successfully... erm.. and I read a cookbook on chocolate just now.. really want to try baking those stuffs inside.. wonder if my house oven is working...hopefully can spend this holiday constructively and meaningfully.. cos I realised that the next few long holidays will be spent doing ITP.. which means I will have no time to myself alreadi.. sigh...hopefully....by the end of this year.. I can start thinking of new year resolutions.. and hopefully.. can achieve them too :).... okie.. that's all for now... take care... bye bye :)

2003-10-21T11:03:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. it's been a long time since I last blogged... erm well... this is the study week for me now... but I still have to go back to this three times this week, for tests... what kinda study week is that????? Erm.. I just had my TQM test on sat... abit tricky.. but I hope it will be okie... erm.. I also received back my FA paper... the marks quite average.. but still alrite for me... and finally.. I cleared all my presentations... it's onli about 11 days away b4 I start my holidays!!! so happy... now onli have to wait for the tests and exams to clear.... and soon... I will be starting my practical lessons.. that's fast.. I dunno how it will feel... but hope it will be alrite for me... hopefully can get license by end of this year... and also.. I look forward to other activities I planned for myself during the holidays... hopefully can carry them out successfully... cos this will be the last holiday I get to enjoy... cos the next few will be spent doing ITP ;( ... ok.. I guess that's all for now.. gotta go and prepare for sch... bye bye :)

2003-10-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hi there.. well.. today kinda suxed..... I onli slept at about 3am plus last nite... I was dead tired........ gotta wake up at 6.30am... to go to sch early to settle somethings for my RWPS presentation... when it came to the presentation.. felt quite nervous but my lecturer said that I have improved since the previous time... well.. that's a good sign hopefully.... today.. I went up to Addidas Guy to get his hp no. for my fren.. but unfortunately... I was rejected... I was so nervous.. I went up to him and directly asked him for his phone number... I forgot to tell him that my fren wants to get to know him... then as he was walking off.. I said 'excuse me' and he turned around.. then I asked him.. but he just turned and left.. a bit rude I think.. luckily not many people saw.. I wonder how am I going to face him next time... not that I care.. and.. I think HG tricked me.. he gave me a number which apparently is not his.. what th f**K.. not that I'm interested in him.. but still feel that I got cheated.. wonder if I should go for Jap class tomorrow... gotta study for TQM.. nebermind.. I will bring my TQM to school tomorrow.. if I dun have time to study.. then I will skip my Jap.. but if I have time.. then I will go for Jap.. ok.. That's all for now.. bye bye :)

2003-10-11T00:33:00.000+08:00

Hi there.... just got my FTT results on wednesday... luckily.. I passed... but sad to say.. at the expense of my CRM test.. sad... didn't do well for it.... but nebermind... hopefully will be able to score well for my CRM project to redeem myself..... and... today... I did a veri ridiculous thing.. something I will neber imagine myself ever to do... I went up to a guy and ask him for his phone number... wel.. before I proceed with the story.. I will like to state that I DO NOT have any interest in that guy.... ok.. here goes the story.. The person who I'm talking about... we call him Hawaiian Guy... why is this so??? Cos he usually wears flowery shorts..... and he has a fren... who like to ''tou xiao'', everytime he sees my group.... everytime my group and HG and fren see each other.. they will 'tou xiao' while me and my frens will all laugh veri openly... There's no reason why we laugh at them... cos their expressions and looks are just so funny... HG has this kinda ''dead fish'' eyes... and his eyes also really veri small... sometimes.. can't even tell where he's looking at even though u r looking at him... and his fren.. damn ''cute'', like to ''tou xiao'' alot....so... instead of them 'tou xiao' at us and we laughing at them... me and one of my fren decided to go and get their numbers..well.. at first I tot it was veri easy... cos I got no interested in either of them.. but.. when we have to do it... I got veri anxious and nervous.... and we went over to HG's fren first...my fren approached HG's fren and I really couldn't control myself and I started laughing.... wel.. at least I turened away... and when she asked for his phone number.. he kept asking.. really... at least 3 times... the way he asked gives me the impression that he tot he was dreaming and so he kept on asking to make sure he's not hearing things wrong..then... next.. we went to HG.. I was supposed to do the asking... as HG's fren (another one) was there.. so. I didn't dare to ask.... but they stood up and started to walk away.. so I tapped HG on his back and he turned around.. I asked him for his phone number....... he hesitated for a while.. but eventually, he gave his phone number... it was so lame.. I couldn't imagine myself doing that..... ok.. I guess that's all for now... will update again soon.. bye bye :)

2003-10-06T20:19:00.000+08:00

Hi there.... just had my FA test on sat.... I forgot to go and find dividends and I fake some of the figures to make my Cash Flow balance... siao liao... I think sure do quite badly for that paper... hope that I can pass for it.... and... I'm still waiting for my FTT results.... as the days go by, the more nervous and anxious I feel... wonder if I can pass at first go...... and.. on Fri, going to get back CRM test.. siao liao... that one sure do badly also... how..... sigh..... should have taken my FTT on another day...... then would have time to study for CRM... sigh...anyway, at least something good happened to me today... managed to se Duckie after 10 long days...... but didn't really feel as happy as I thought I would be when I saw him.... also, I saw Headphone guy.... my fren told me that he looked over at our table a few times... I guessed he must have noticed that we look at him occasionally... haha.... I think that me and my frens wouldn't be good PIs, everytime see guys also get noticed by them.... kenna notcied so many times until we have a few groups of ''admirers'' haha..... and sometimes... will have funny encounters with some of the groups.... especially with Hawaiian guy and Addidas guy and his frens....ok... I guess that's all for now... still have to do my RWPS... bye bye :)

2003-10-02T12:12:00.000+08:00

Hi there.... well.... not many things had happened to me this past whole week... but anyway, I thought that I would just do some simple updating... well... up to today... I have not seen Duckie for almost 1 week..... so sad.... wonder if I will be able to see him tomorrow.... and... I passed by Head Phone guy just now... I didn't really see him.... I just passed by him and felt his presence...then I looked up... but didn't really see his face.. cos I scared he see me.... then my friends said that I looked very shocked when I saw him.... they said it looked funny.... and.. I just had my TQM presentation on wedesday.... well.. I wouldn't say it went on very well... but it was alright... cos the first group spent a very long time... then my group almost didn't have the chance to present... that's all for now... bye...

2003-09-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

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2003-09-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hi there.... came back not long ago from my final Theory Test... hope that I can pass... haha... cos firstly.... I want to be able to pass all my tests at one go... another is becos I dun want to waste another $6.....went to SSDC around 2 plus.... then I went for 2 sessions of revision.... failed at the first.. but I managed to pass at the second one...... then later.. went to the FTT revision session..... I think I was the youngest one there..... everyone answered the question very fast...... anyway... me now having headache.... poor me.. nowadays... not having headaches.. then having stomach aches..... then still gotta study for CRM later.... sigh...... but one good thing is... I will be going out with Celeste tomorrow to buy clothes for formal presentation........ ok.. that's all for now.. bye bye :)

2003-09-25T12:22:00.000+08:00

Hi there....now having MA practical in school, but basically, this session is to sit and do nothing kinda class...so.. here I am....typing a blog... well... nothing much really happened these few days... but... I got back my BFI test paper... and I did not bad....haha... quite happy to see my results..... also... my sister managed to install Shen Zhou Online back again... hahha... I get to kill dogs again..... so happy........ I've been spending hours on it everyday.... not too good I think...... ok... anyway, me going to add two new links... one is SSDC's and another is Shen Zhou Online's.... and... Duckie cut his hair... welll... I won't say that its ugly... but I don't really think it looks nice either.... prefer his previous hair style... ok... that's about all.... bye bye :)

2003-09-24T00:49:00.000+08:00

Hi, just a very short and sweet update... most likely... I won't be updating my blog too often, maybe I will update once every week or so... cos I will be 1) busy with projects 2) busy with watch tv 3) busy playing shen zhou...... This message was kindly brought to you by The Cat ....

2003-09-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hi there... me just had my BFI test today.. I study until damn siao for it the whole afternoon... hopefully that I would not fail for this paper...... anyway, on our way into the MLT, I was behind Duckie and he kinda held the door for me... I know it's just out of courtesy... but really I feel very happy bout it.. tomorrow... gotta go to school early (Again!!!) for project dicusssions.... sigh... I don't know if I will have any more time to blog for the rest of this week... ok.. that's all for now.. bye bye

2003-09-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hi therE...it's been about one week since I last blogged.....let me ow recall back the things that happened.. actually nothing much significant really happen during this one week... so this blog will be short and sweet... ok... firstly.. on tuesday.. I brought some secondary school students around my school... too bad the group I brought only have one guy :( .. but nebermind... and... I wore my lanyard.. which is something I seldom do..... and for the first time... I felt proud wearing it.. cos with the SB t-shirt I wore and the lanyard.. made me feel like I'm doing something great for my school.. haha.... ok... then...later on... my accounting lecture was cancelled...... the teacher was on MC.... and later on... at my Jap class..... well.. I got back my test paper.... I got 77... well.. won't say that I'm veri happy with my results... but at least... my oral didn't pull my marks down..... which I found quite surprising... and my teacher even said very good to me.. haha.. but by time she said that to me.. I've already turned my back to her...... seems abit rude rite???? Cos I quickly took the paper and turned around and looked at my marks.... Did I mention it before? I find that this guy at my Jap class looks cute... but my friend thinks otherwise.. but nebermind....... guys I find cute... most people don't... haha... maybe those guys look ugly to most... but as long as I think they look cute.. then can already....anyway, I wonder how much he got...... we were made to write out the questions and passage in our test... then I heard his voice.. not bad.. deep.. I like guys with deep voices.. but not too deep though.... when it came to my turn to read.. I felt like an idiot... cos I read alot of words wrongly and slowly.. haha... I can read it mentally.. but when it comes to reading it out... it becomes disaterous.....ok... that's all for tues... nothing much happened on we and thurs too... ok... let's jump to friday..... I finally saw Duckie.... not that I didn't see him this week... but I saw his backview only.. on Tues.... well... he was having a break from his lecture.. I think.. and he was walking with his classmate to the food court... I saw his hair.. and I thought... yucks... and I actually said it out... I wondered if he knew I was referring to him.. hope not... I also hope he didn't think that I was referring to his classmate... cos that classmate just cut his hair real short......erm.. I forgot something on Thurs... I got back one of my results and I did badly for it.... siao liao.. now have to do very well for the coming test and project to save my ass.......and.. I saw Headphone guy on Friday too.... he was still wearing a cap... as he was for this week.. maybe last week too... not that I remember.. anyway.. as we were passing by his table... my friends purposely called my name again and again..... idiots.... hope that he didn't hear anything....... ok..... I think that's all for Friday too.. ok.. saturday.... well.. firstly.. I went to SSDC to register as a student and Crystal went along with me.... despite of her sickness.. which I really didn't know.. she still went... that was really nice of her... and also.... Sorry Crystal..... sorry because I didn't know you were sick and also for being late..... ok... I went to the counter and get the number and waited.. as we waited.. we went to the instructors board and look at their faces.. I think I'm gonna try 5757, a cute instructor for one of the lesson.. but of cos.. not the first few.. cos I believe that the first few lessons are the most important... and I should use an experienced instructor... ok.. then when my number is been flashed.. we went to the counter.. and that ass at the counter just looked at me... I thought that she was supposed to say something.. wasn't she???? Idiot.. but anyway, I reg and have my eye sight checked... I almost can't see that stupid letter that she asked me to see.... but luckily I saw.... and she wrote inside my pass book that I didn't attend any briefing.. I wonder if by attending the briefing... it would make any big differences?????... ok.. next, I went to the kiosk.. trying to book my prac. lessons..... but the schedule for novemeber and december not out yet... shit them... so no choice... cannot book..... then next.. I took 825 with Crys and we dropped at the same stop... she walked home and I took a bus to Seng Kang... wanted to study my BFI... after a few hours there.. nothing much really went in... and I went to walk around.... my father called me and told me he not having dinner at home.. so I thought.. maybe I should join him.. so I walked around and waited for him... then later on... I called Celeste and she asked me if I was interested to watch a movie.... we decided to watch ''Pirates of the Caribbean'', so I went to Yishun to meet her... we have Hokkien Mee together and we went to GV...... as we were buying a drink... I saw a teacher from my sec school with her family....but she didn't see us... I dun think she will recognise us either.... halfway through the show.. I realised she was just sitting a few rows in front of us.... anyway, at first.. I watched the movie becos of 1) Orlando Bloom, 2) Johnny Depp... but upon watching the movie.. I thought that Johnny Depp's role brought life into the movie and it wouldn't be nice without him... Orlando Bloom was only there to ''decorate'' the show..... haha.. but nonetheless.. it was a good movie and it lasted hours odd.......well... ok.. now.. to sunday... didn't do anything much but to sleep... haha.. and I watched the President's Star Charity.... I find that this year's one quite boring.... and felt like asking Sharon Au to put a paper back on her head... damn irritating.. good that the team she led losss.. hahahaha.... ok... looks like this blog is not that short and sweet... haha.. ok.. that's all, gotta study for BFI... bye bye :)

2003-09-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

Hi there... today was the start of the new school term.... me forgot to bring my lanyard along.. then everywhere I walked to, I very scared got some idiotic lecturers come up to me and ask to see my lanyard..... cos if you canot produce your lanyard out.... $5 will fly away from your pocket :( .... anyway, even though I have had one week of holiday... but it did not feel like a holiday at all.... how can holiday be called holiday when you have to worry about so many projects?????? I felt as if I am a soldier fighting on the front line and finally after two months of battle... I got injured and was brought to the hospital..... but there was not enough rest at all...... cos still have alot to worry about what's gonna come on after a short rest..... and now... I'm been dragged back into this battelfield..... sigh...... later on still got to re-do some parts of my RWPS report.... cos one of my section was not relevant.... :( ... so sad... not that I mind doing it again... but have to waste alot of time doing it @#^%$* ...... tomorrow gonna get back my jap test results... ver scared.. hope that at least can get 70 plus..... hope that my oral didn't affect my marks too much.. and hope that I did not make too many silly mistakes in the main paper.....and tomorrow... me going to bring some secondary school children around my school.. hahaha...... hope that there are some cute looking school boys...... and hope that I don't ''malu'' and bring them to the wrong place.......anyway, Holland won 3-1 and Andy Roddick won his first Grand Slam event..... the US Open.. congrats!!!! .... ok... that's all for now.... bye bye :)

2003-09-07T03:44:00.000+08:00

Hi there.... this is just s short and sweet blog... cos I wanted to log in just now, but the system was down..... anyway, me added a new link... it is good for de-stressing oneself but please read the first page before you enter k? :) ...... me watching Holland againse Austria now....... Euro 2004 qualifier..... and doing my accounting at the same time... btw, the score now is 1-1. hope that Holland can win........ that's all.. seeya :)

2003-09-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

Hi TheRe... yeSteRdaY... Me wEnt oUt wiTh CryStaL aNd CeLesTe... CelEsTe drEssEd unTiL veRI feminINe.. sO unLikE hEr... buT shE loOkEd quiTe prEttY.... iT's bEeN a loNg tiMe sinCe tHe thReE oF uS weNt ouT togEthEr... coS botH Me aNd CryS wEre buSy wItH ouR schOoL wOrK... anD CelesTe busY wiTh heR woRk.... noW thAt CeleSte hAS quiT anD staRtEd scHooL... hoPefUllY wE wiLL bE All Be aBlE to SpenD moRe tiMe toGetHeR.......whIlE waItInG foR CryS, I saW FrederiCk.....LinDy'S bF..... thInkInG baCk.. it HaS alsO bEEn a lOnG timE sinCe I laSt saW hiM.... I callEd ouT tO hIm anD We staRteD chattInG..... laTer On.. CeleStE cAmE baCk ( shE weNt to MPH ) anD thE thReE oF uS saT oN thE benCh chaTTInG whilE waiTinG foR CrYs...... whEn CryS caMe... FreD lefT anD wE weNt tO 37 D to LoOk aT clotHes.. actUallY, I waNtEd tO gEt somE neW t-ShiRts... buT jusT can'T finD someThinG thaT I likE....afTer THaT... we WenT to ThE EsplaNaDe.... I wanTed To go aNd sEe coS I havE noT beeN thErE beFoRE.... haHa.. It Was quiTe niCe anD vEri ''ArtY'' loOkInG to Me.... thEn.. wE wenT to ThE liBraRy@EsplAnAdE....... I loVe thE faCt thAt u CaN acTuaLLY haVe a gOoD viEw oF thE seA frOm thE winDow.... vEri beaUtifUl anD clASs... unLikE thE othEr liBraRiEs in SinGapoRe.... WhEn I haVe teSts oR exAms cOminG uP.. I guEsS I wiLL gO thErE anD stUdY.......afTeR leavInG thE eSplAnAdE... wE weNt tO orcHarD... weNt To thE GenkI sUsHi aT FoRuM... As wE weRe haVinG ouR meAl..... CeleStE suddEnlY saiD thAt shE saW JameS LyE... I tHoUgHt sHe wAs jokInG.. buT whEn I tuRnEd arOunD.. JamEs LyE waS reaLLy seaTeD in tHe shOp wiTh a FemalE comPanIoN...... ThAt LaDy's So LucKy!!! He stIlL lOokEd thE saMe aS beFoRe....NeaT anD shoRt haiR and cleAn shaVeN.... VerI haNdsoMe LooKiNG....I reaLLy waNtEd tO haVe a PhOtO oF HiM.. sO I tolD CelesTe.. iF shE manAgEd tO taKE a pHoTo oF JamEs LyE, I woulD paY foR heR meAl... shE gamEly agReeD anD shE weNt to apProAchEd hIm.. buT He tolD heR thaT he Isn'T woRkinG iN thaT linE anYmoRe... sO hE reJecTeD hEr.... So sAd....... I fElT reAlLy Sad U knOw... ;( .... eVen wHeN LinDy callEd uP anD tolD mE thAt heAdpHonE guY waS goinG to thE chAleT shE waS iN.. I wAs noT evEn a WeE bIt intEresTed aT all.....buT laTeR... As wE weNt aroUnD shOppINg... I fElT beTtER... hAhA.. coS CryS finAllY bouGhT mE a bDaY preSenT.. ShE bouGhT mE a baG.... I waS veRi happY.. coS I'M alWayS brinGinG thE saMe bAd tO scH anD iT iS kinDa diRtY alReadI...... ThaNk yOu CryS!!!.... I guEsS thAt's aLL NoW.... Bye Bye.... :)

2003-09-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hi TheRe..... GooD dAy tO all Of U :) .... mE wenT ouT to Do pRojEctS todAy..... VerI tiRinG...... CoS wE weRe coNsolIdaTinG thE resUltS oF OuR suRveY.. thEn We haD 20 oVeR quEstIonS anD alOt oF oPtiOns.... tHeN wE wEre coNsoLidaTinG unTiL liKe sIaO...eRm... wE weNt tO thE mAc AnD staRbuCks at bUgiS to Do.... I wAs kinDa glAd to Go tO stArbuCks... cOs I juSt loVe sTarBuckS.... I orDerEd paSsiOn iCe tEa toDay inSteAd oF IcE coCa... whIch I alWayS orDer... waNtEd somEthiNg foR a chAngE... coS juSt drAnk iCe coCa a FeW dAys aGo...tHe iCe tEa waS veRi niCe....... anD aLsO.. iT waS cheAp... oNlI $3.20....I actUallY waNteD to BuY a stRaWbeRrY jAm DouGhnUt..... bUt aN aNg MoH beAt mE to It... So Sad.... I'vE beEn haVinG a cRavInG fOr iT foR a LonG timE..... :(... thEn.... wE juSt continuEd doinG ouR projecT unTiL 5 plUs.... wE maNagEd tO ''SettLe'' thE paRts wE r suPposEd tO dO.. thAt'S gooD... coS wE wiLL noT neeD tO haVe so ManY meetInGs foR theSE pRojEctS anYmoRe......... WelL.. thAt's All fOr Now.....

2003-09-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

HEy TheRE.. aDDeD soMe nEw liNkS tO lIgHt Up uR liVeS.. hAhA.. dO tAkE a LooK aT thEm.. soMe R prEttY cOOl.... wILL aDd mOrE inTerEstInG lInkS iN fuTurE :)

2003-08-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

Hi TheRE!!!! It's beEn suChHh a loNg tiMe siNce I wrOte A deceNt bloG... goNnA trY aNd wrIte onE gooD onE noW....weLL... aLoT hAd hapPenEd siNce thE lasT blog.. wEll..firStly... iS mY accOunTinG tEst.... wEll... iT kiNda suXs... iT wAs hArdEr thEn tHe pRevIouS yeArS.......siGh..... buT nebeRminD, aLrEadI pAsSed LiaO... sO.. caN onlI waIt foR the paperS to ComE baCk neXt weEk....WeLL.... ThiS iS continuEd froM whErE I stOpPeD a WeeK aGo... i Got baCk mY pApEr.... suRpRiSinGly... I gOt nOt sO bAd grAde.... I woN'T saY it'S a gOoD gRaDe... bUt coS mY aCcoUntinG haD alWaYs bEeN quItE hopElesS... sO... I wAs quIte haPpY wiTh mY reSulTs.....anD aNotHeR thIng... I paSsEd mY baSiC theoRy... weLL... luCkilY... oR elsE I haVe to SpeNd anOthEr $6......aNd fiNalLy... onE biG prEseNtatIoN oVer... MA... buT thE woRst iS yeT tO cOmE.......dUnNo Y.. eVerYonE iS veRi wOrRieD boUt MA coMpaReD tO oThEr suBjeCts.....ThEre wAs thIs MA mCq tEst... iT's supPosEd tO bE eaSy... bUt soMehOw... I gOt sOmE caLcuLaTioN errOr aNd oNli goT 75 MarkS......nO doUbT thiS teSt waS onLi 5% oF thE enTiRe moDulE... bUt sTiLL... I dUn ReAllY fEeL gOoD... Y?? cOs tHe reSt oF mY fReNs gOt 100!!! I fElT lIkE aN idIoT!!! BtW.. I goT baCk mY accOunTs paPer laTer thAt daY.. anD I diD beTteR thaN onE of My fRen... I knOw I shoUldn't fEeL likE thiS.. buT I reAllY feLt haPpY.. coS iT FelT I haD mY ''RevEngE''.. HaHa... saDist rItE???? AnYwaY... I'm goInG to HavE moRe prOjecTs tO coMe.. leT mE coUnT... 7 mOrE to ComE.. I dUnnO hOw I'm gOnnA suRvIvE theSe 2 cOmiNg moNthS!!! HelP mE!!!! oN toP oF thAt.. stIll hAve tO stUdy FoR tEsTs aNd do tUtoRiaLs.... siGh.... AnD... mY pOlY frEns aLL oN diET... I fiNd thEm aBit rIdicUloUS... it"s nOt thAt thEy r FaT oR wAt.... coMpAreD to Me.. hAha... thE biG faT piG.. buT yeT thEy r aLL goInG oN diEt.. oK finE.... wHenevEr wE haVe our luNcH bReaK... thEy wiLL go arOunD thE stallS decidInG whAt thEy waNt tO eaT... aNd thEy wouLd loOk at tHe foOd anD stArt maKinG comMenTs likE ''EEK!!! so FatteNinG..!!! eeeK... sO swEeT.. sO muCh suGaR''... frOm frIed fOoD to NoodLeS to RiCE.... thEy wiLL juST keeP oN poInTinG anD maKinG coMMenTs... It reAllY maKeS mE feeL irrItaTeD... fEeL liKe teLlinG thEm tO juSt eaT aIR... LikE thAt nO nEeD scAreD faT oR waT.. HahA.... aNd thE funnY thiNg iS.. thEy clAim nooDles anD rIce fuLl oF carbOhydRates... bUt whEn thEy eaT bee hOon and BreaD.... theY saY iT's heaLthY... U mEaN thOsE dUn haVe carBohydRateS???? ThEy r ReaL NUTS!!!! I gUeSs I'm reALLy nOt oN thE SamE fReqUenCy aS thEm.. eVeN thOugH beEn wiTh thEm foR onE yeAr... thEy liKe tO gO suN tAn.. I dUn... TheY likE tO ''chIonG''.. I aLsO duN likE..... TheY r rEaL craZy aNd thEre'S onE whIcH I feEls ThAt shE aCts cUtE... whIcH iS evErythInG sHe doEs.. thE waY shE speaKS.. thE waY sHe acTs.. reaLlY... tOO'cUte"' liAo.... weLL... oK.. I caN be ReaL crAzY somE tImeS.. buT Not thE saMe kiNd oF crazInEsS aS thEm... aNd I diD tRy tO acT cuTe tO bE likE hEr... buT I reaLLY caN't brInG mySelF tO dO thAt... thAt's juSt noT mE aT all!! MaYbe I reaLly haVe somE attItuDe prOblEm... buT noW.. I'm rEaLLy tRyiNg hArD tO Be inTerEstEd iN whAt thEy dO.. hoPefULLy iT's nOt ToO lAtE.... I gUeSs thIs muSt bE onE oF thE lonGesT enTrY I haVe wrOtE.. guEsS i wIll coNtiNue anotHer tImE...... Ja Ne :)

2003-08-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hi tHerE!!!! It's BeEN suCHHhhhH a lOnG tiMe sInCe I upDatEd mY blOg......erM... beEn veRi bUsY wiTh mY prOjeCts.. anD juSt haD my bAsiC thEoRy tEsT oN thUrS.. soMe qUesTioNs vErI trIcKy......duNnO wheThEr caN pAsS OR noT :(.. erM.... maNagEd tO sEe a cUtE lOoKinG inStrUcToR wHilE doInG mY SeLf-sTudY aT tHe cAntEeN.... WeNt to tHe boArd To chEcK ouT his pHoTO... thE boArD onE noT thAt niCe.. coS goT a Lot oF piMplEs.....tHeN toDaY.. goT accouNtiNg tEsT... It wAs hArd..... I dO unTiL waNt tO voMiT.. sO mUcH inFO.... dO untIl sIaO maN!!!Ok.. thAt'S aLL I waNT tO wrITe noW.. byE bYe :)

2003-08-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hi there.... sigh..... I'm sOOOoooooo BUSY!!!!!!!! So much school work to do!!!! On top of doing tutorials.... still got soooooo many projects...firstly.... for report writing.... erm.. gotta do two reports at the same time!!! while most classes onli do 1 report..... my class gotta do 2 at the same time...... sigh.....wonder why I so suai......then... for uccd... i gotta do a report on religion... well.. we r supposed to go to a religious place and to interview the ppl there.. but I guess I got no time for that..... what's the next best solution???? Fake the report... hahaha... actually.... we r supposed to talk bout our thoughts and feelings bout visiting that place.. but well.... I guess this can be fake rite??and.... have to make sure my bfi file is up to date..... as the lecturer will check in 2 weeks time... sigh..... still have not done the tutorials yet.... haha.... then hor.... got econs.... that one.. most headache... cos gotta draw graphs based on gdp and all the other rubbish and analysis why this and that happens... sigh...and.... there's accounting test next week... and the lecturer onli told us bout it this week.... godd....... she's supposed to tell us weeks before.... think what.. everyone genius in accounting.... one week time... where got enough?????then.... for tqm... gotta do debate.... siao liao... me neber debate b4 in my whole life... now I gotta be doing that.....siao liao.... my life revolves around projects, projects and more projects.... btw.... I really gave up on Duckie liao.. hahaha.. now got a new target.... but can't remember that guy's face off-hand.....and.... last but not least... Lobster... hope that you will stop blaming yourself.... if you really can't stay on... just go... no use staying on and feeling unhappy..... trust me.... it's a really bad feeling.... it may be irresponsible for you to leave now... but you will definitely feel better........ it's better than dragging on by staying there... cheer up k :)?????

2003-08-03T18:32:00.000+08:00

Hi there... erm.... I guess I would not be typing in alternate letters for a long long time..... erm..... today... I went out with my poly frens to do our report..... sigh... it took us about 3 to 4 hours just to think of 10 or so questions.. really rack our brains out just to think of these questions..... then later.. we went and walk walk and I bought a Shen Zhou online game... unfortunately....I'm unable to install it!!! Why???? Cos there's this is "face'' folder in the disc... it's always something from there that prevents me from setting it up successfully... and the disc is not pirated!!! Why am I always facing this problem???? I really love to play this game.. but due to this stupid file.. I can't play it... I wonder when will the new version of Shen Zhou online be released........ :( .... and 1 more thing.... I dun think I would be able to go Japan or anywhere..... why?? cos I had a quarrel with my mom... she's my ''financer'', without money how to go rite???? I didn't even get my pocket money for this month..... I think I would have to get a job sooner or later... sigh... I hate working life..... just thinking of all those stupid projects that I have to do and having to work at the same time... it will be tough.... but what to do???? If I dun wanna starve to death.. that's the onli thing i can do... If any of U see any jobs that r suitable for me.. must recommend me k?? I think that's all for now......... sad..... :(

SaD,
CaT

2003-08-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

Hi there, it's been quite a few days since i last updated it.. but today, me veri lazy and dun have the mood to type in alternate letters, so I just stick to the normal style... erm, I made a major decision today... I decided to not like Duckie anymore... I think it is very sudden too, but since this is just a crush, and it wil probably lead to nowhere.. must well stop now b4 I really truly like him...the reason why I decided to make such a decision, is becos, firstly, so that I won't develop any emotional attachments towards him, secondly, becos when he finds a gf. he's onli interested in looks... well... I find him kinda shallow to think this way.. true that most people will go for the looks first rather than anything else... but I can't convince myself to continue ''liking'' him....so.. I decided to find a new target.. hahaa.... btw, today I took the same train as Pooh Bear, I was surprised to see her, cos it had been ages since I last took a train together with her...but, she was meeting someone else.. whom I also know.... anyway, so, the three of us took the train together... erm... I talked with Pooh Bear throughout the ride and the other party was kinda quiet... I wonder if it's my presence that made him unwilling to talk, but if it's not the case and he's usually like that, then I see no point that they should meet and go to school together... cos I think that since they r not a couple and they both have their respective partners, they shouldn't be meeting alone... haha.. what type of crap is this??? think I siao alreadi...... I feel that my friendship with Rabbit is improving....... last time when I saw her, I used to dread talking to her, cos most of the time.. we will end up arguing..... but now when we see each other in school, we will be very friendly towards each other and behave like how good friends should behave... I think this is a good sign... I hope this can stay this way..... :)...... Now that Pooh Bear is back with her bf again... hope that they r doing fine with each other..... but Koala seems to have some problems with her bf.... I know U r reading this Koala, just want to tell U this... I'm sure by now U should know what's the best decision U should make regarding U and Yazuka....from what I read in ur blog, I know that U know where ur relationship with him is heading... I hope that u will be able to make a decision soon and be able to become the once cheerful and optimistic Koala again :)

2003-07-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hi TheRE!!!! TodAy, mE weNt to ChA ReN ( a KTV oUtLeT ) tO ceLebRaTe oNe Of My gOoD frEn'S bDaY.... thE 2 eX-ClassMatEs oF minE aLso wEnT alOnG.. aT fiRsT, aLL oF thEm meT tO buY thE bDaY pResEnT exCepT mE, I WaS sUpPoSeD tO meEt tHe bDaY gEr sO tHaT sHe wOuLdN'T nOt fInD ouT bOuT iT..... I reAliSeD sOmeThInG.... thEy DuN reAllY haVe kArAoKE EtTiQuE ( soRrI iF wrOnG spElliNg ), aLL oF thEm jUsT EnTEr aLL thEiR sonGs aT oNe gO anD seeMed tO bE haVinG a SoLo coNcErT... sO, I deCiDeD tO dO thE saMe thInG tOO hahaHa... I aLsO eNtEr alL mY soNgS wIthOuT caRinG boUt thE reST...... hEhE.. vEri bAd rItE???? We fInIsHeD siNgInG aT aRouNd 5.... tHeN, wE weNt tO SakAe tO haVe oUr dInNEr... bUt cOs a fEw wERe uNwiLliNg tO gO, sO iNstEaD, wE weNt tO MarChE.... Si LiaO!!! I toT wouLd spEnD aloT oF $$$$, bUt inSteAd... I oNli sPeNt bOuT $5.. haHA.... chEaP rItE.. coS I onLi hAd mAshEd pOtaToE aNd RosStI.... iT waS mY fiRst tiMe tO MaRchE, buT I quItE lIkE thE amBieNcE anD thE waY tHe shOp iS oRgaNisEd.... hOpE tO bE abLe tO gO thErE agaIn.... haHA.... BtW, I sAw ZhAnG YaO DoNG!!!!!! He AcTs aS YiNg TiAn YanG iN HollaNd V!!!! I rEallY liKe hIm alOt, buT toO bAd I Didn"t gO uP tO hIm tO asK hIm tO taKe a pHoTo wItH mE.. sO saD ;(... He WAs weAriNg a bLacK shIrT aNd a jEanS... So sUavE!!!! He WaS wiTh a GroUp oF fRenS buT hE sePaRatEd wiTh thEm aNd weNt tO HMV wItH a GEr... eRmm... hOpE thAt's nOt hIs gF...... Ok, tHe LasT pArT oF thIs blOg..... ToDaY, I hEaRd soMe nEw ThiNgs boUt DuckIe!!!! He gOeS tO mY scH'S gYm tWiCe a wEeK.... buT seRioUsLy, hE duN reaLly loOk lIkE hE goEs tO gYm... ToO sKinnY..... aNd hE hAs tHiS pErcuLiaR haBiT oF kEePinG a feW straNds oF hAiR oN hiS chIn aNd nOt shAviNg iT oFf.... Weird??? AnD... He aLso dun lIkE pPl tO foRce Him To taLk oR aSk hIm quEstioNs liKe wHy hE duN taLk oR whY hE aCt dAo.... He dIslIkEs a Ger bEcoS shE aSkEd hIm thAt... stRanGe riTe?? Ok, ThAt's aLL fOr nOw.... GoOd nItE :)

OyAsuMi,
CaT

2003-07-26T14:21:00.000+08:00

Hi ThErE!!! HaVe nOt beInG upDatInG fOr thE pAsT fEw daYs coS I'Ve gOt nOthInG muCh tO sAy exCepT DuCkIe... HaHa... I guEsS thOsE wHo r rEadInG mY blOg wOuLd bE sO sIcK oF hEaRiNg boUt HiM LiaO..... sO I dIdN'T bOtHeR tO mAkE aN uPdAtE...... bUt aNywAy, mE goInG tO stArt oFf tHesE bLoG wiTh DuCkIe, hahA..... erM... oK, I thInK I diDn'T seE jIm oN tHuRsDay mOrnInG nO doUbT wE staRtEd sCh aT thE saMe tImE.. maYbE I diD.... erM.. forgOt liAo... buT I EnDeD oFf earLiEr foR mY UCCD tuToriAl..... tHeN thE reMaiNinG tiMe aNd nExT hOuR iS oUr bReaK tImE..... sO wE weNt tO thE fOoD CouRt tO gRaB a BiTe...... As We waLkEd inTo tHe foOd cOuRt, I saW DucKiE!!!! He wAs seaTeD toGeThEr wiTh mY ex-ClasSmaTeS anD hIs rICh fReN.... whILe oNe oF mY gOoD frEn wAs siTtInG at aNotHer TabLe fUrThEr frOm thEm... BuT LucKilY, mY frEnS chOsE tHe taBlE nExT to ThEm... hEhE... thEy r So thOugHtfUl toWaRds Me :)... mY oThEr fReN thEn caMe oVEr...... aLL oF thEm maDe mE siT neXt tO DuCkiE(aGain!!!)..... I diDn'T daRe tO faCe hiM oR lOoK aT hIm.. sO I jUsT loOkEd stRaiGHt... tOoPid rItE?????? CoS thEy WerE haVinG a BreAk, tHeY alL wEnt bAcK soOn aFtEr......oK... tHeN oN FriDaY... I weNt tO scH 1 hOuR eaRliEr fOr mY pRoJeCt.. aNd DuckIe stArtEd clAsS aT ThAt tiMe... sO aS I wAs waItInG foR mY fReNs aT thE trAiN staTioN.. I wAs aLSo lOoKinG ouT fOr DucKiE aT tHe saMe TiMe... erMM.... aLL mY frEnS cAmE alReaDi... buT stIlL nO SiGn oF DucKiE :(..... At lAsT, We SaW oUr frEn tHat mEeTs uP WitH DuckIe aNd cOmE tO ScH toGeThEr... buT.... DucKiE wAs noWheRe iN sIgHT!!! So, I kEpT loOkiNg anD lOokInG anD fInaLLy, I sAw DucKiE!!!! He WaS lOoKiNg aT uS aS hE waS waLkiNG oUt.... I tHinK hE saW mE haVinG thAt lOoKinG oF loOkInG aT soMetHiNG :(......aNd laTeR oN thAt daY..... duRinG ouR luNCh hOuR... DuckiE's claSs alsO hAd thE saMe brEak tiMe aS uS, juSt thAt thEiR's wAs 2 hoUrS.... Erm.... thEy alL caMe ouT oF thE lecTuRE haLL... aNd I saW DucKiE stAndInG neAr thE staIrs wItH soMe oThEr gUyS buT He Was sTanDinG thErE fOr quIte SomE tImE wiThoUt moVinG.... So.. mE aNd mY frEnS weNt tO bUy oUr fOoD... wHeN wE caMe bAck... I lOoKeD oUt oF thE wiNdOw agAiN.. buT hE wAs goNe :(...... so sAd...... ActuAlly, I stIll haVe aloT oF thInGs tO wrItE... buT afTer dOinG mY tuTorIaLs anD coPyInG nOtEs... I fEeL kiNdA tIrEd tO wrIte moRe... oK.. wIlL coTiNuE bLoGgiNg sOoN :)

OyAsUmI,
CaT

2003-07-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hi ThEre!!! HaHa... NoThInG mUcH tO saY.. hEhE.. exCepT bOuT DuCkiE..... eRm.... I wAs suPpOsEd tO eNd oFf cLasS aT 5pm oN tUeSdAy.. afTeR whIcH I haVe mY Jap LeSsOn..... bUt thE LeSsOn enDeD oFf aT boUt 4.30pm tHat DaY..... as Me anD mY frEnS heAd ouT oF ScH... wE sAw 2 oF ouR ex-ClasSmAteS neAr thE liFt arEa....thEy r DucKie'S clAssMaTeS... I wAs qUitE hapPy tO seE tHeM.. coS thEy Mix wItH DuCkiE... buT aS I loOkeD arOuNd... I diDn't SeE DuCkiE..... I feLt KinDa diSapPoiNtEd :( ..... buT laTer... aS wE waLkEd dOwN thE slOpe.... suDdeNlY... thEre'S thIs gUy iN whIte that caMe fRoM anOthEr waY... gUeSs WhaT???? ThaT guY waS DucKie!!!! :) All mY frEns sTarTed tO ''AyY'' anD aS DuCkiE waLkEd pAst Us... therE haPpEnEd tO bE a seCuRitY gUaRd rOom TheRE.. I thInk I sAw hiM lOoKinG at ThE winDoW to sEe ouR reFlectIon.... wOnDeR iF hE SaW uS at The bAcK of HiM.... coS hE juSt cOnTiNueD waLkInG wiThoUt tuRnInG baCk.....So... alL oF uS weRe waLkInG at ThE baCk oF hiM.... anD my FreNs stArtEd to CaLL hIs naMe ouT!!! CoS He HaD hiS eaRphOneS oN.... dUnNo if hE heaRd thEm caLLiNg hiS naMe.... I suRe hOpE hE diDn'T hEar... coS I aLreAdI feLt sO eMbArRaSseD whEn mY frEnS saId "aYy''.... dUnoO y... I hAve A feeLinG he knOws thaT somEonE iS noTiCinG hIm... buT juSt thAt hE prEtenDs thaT hE's nOt awAre of iT.... I woNdeR iF thIs iS a BaD sIgN.. :(

TodAy.... cOs mY LecTuReR reLeAseD uS eArlY, tHeN aT thE liFt ArEa... agAin.. wE saW thE saMe 2 eX-cLasSmaTes... buT thiS timE... DucKiE anD hiS rIch fRen wAs theRE!!! So, wE maDe caSuaL taLk wItH thEm anD foUnD OuT thaT theY weRe goiNg to ThE foOdcOuRt... anD mY fREnS qUicKlY saId tHat wE weRe aLsO goiNg tO thE fooDcouRt.... anD suggEstEd thAt we JoiN thEm... haHaHa... ouR nexT lectUrE waS staRtiNg sOoN... aNd nObOdY Was inTereSted in gEttiNg a drInk or FooD.. buT wE stIlL weNt.. cOs my FreNs waNteD to heLp mE... haHA... it'S sO swEeT of TheM... I feLt a littLe awakArD...buT I feLt grAtefUl to TheM aT tHaT mOmEnT foR doiNg thisS foR mE.....sO, aLL oF uS prOcEeDeD tO thE fOoDcoUrT... thE guYs saT doWn firSt.... mY frEnS saW whErE DucKiE waS sIttInG aT anD thEy puRpoSely maDe mE siT at ThE seAt neXt To DucKiE... so pAisEh.... bUt lucKilY, bY thaT timE... DuckiE hAd alrEadi gonE to buY hiS luncH so I gueSs hE didN't seE iT...aLL fouR oF uS juSt saT at OuR taBle whIlE thE guYs weNt to GraB thEir LunCh.... bY tImE evEryOne Had cAmE baCk, DuckiE wAs stIll qeueInG fOr His foOd... anD iT wAs abOuT tiMe fOr uS tO leAve fOr oUr LecTuRe....juSt As wE weRe leaVinG.. DuckIe caMe bAck..... hE boUgHt FisH SoUp aNd rIcE..... HeNcE.. I deCidEd to hAve fIsh sOuP aNd rIce FoR mY luNcH toMorrOw nO doUbT I dUn rEaLlY lIke thAt... sIlly rIte???? Ok.. tHat's All fOr nOw... stIll hAve to thInK oF qUestIoNs foR mY assIgnMenT tO bE haNdEd uP oN frI.....

OyAsuMi,
CaT

2003-07-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hi ThErE!!! ErM... DesPiTe hAviNg noT muCh sLeEp laSt nIte, I wAsn"t ReAlLy feELiNg tIReD... buT lAteR iN thE afTerNooN aS clAsS weNt oN, I beGaN tO hAve A hEadAcHe......tHe mOrE thE LeCtUrEr sPoKe, tHe wOrSt mY hEaD fElt....pOoR mE ;(......AfTeR I cAmE hOmE.. I NapPeD foR bOuT 1 HouR.... coS iF i dIdN'T, I wOulDn'T be aBle to Do mY tuToriAls....... siGh.... speAkInG of ThaT.... I wOuLd HavE tO fInIsh wRiTinG mY jAp worDs foR toMoRrOw's jAp LeSsOn... aNd aLso hAve To FiNisH pRepArinG mY BFI fIlE..... hOpEfuLlY I WoUlD bE aBle tO Do SomE wOrK foR RWPS.... WiSh Me LuCK!!! BtW, I dIdN't sEe DuCkIe tOdAy... dEsPitE mE gOinG tO ScH 1 HouR eaRliEr, cOs hAve To dIsCusS soMe tHinGS foR BFI...... bUt I dIdN't ReaLLy fEeL vErI dIsApPoiNteD....mAybE bEcoS I LeaRnt nOt To hOlD toO mUcH hOpEs of sEeiNg hIm lIaO... oR mAyBe I dUn rEaLLy liKe hIm Now.. haHaHa...... Ok, eNouGh crApz... gOtTa gO anD taKe A sHoWeR, HavE mY dInNeR and sTarT doInG wOrK.....

Ja Ne,
CaT

2003-07-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hi ThErE...... ToDaY my mOoD noT veRi gOoD..........I gUeSs iS pArTlY duE tO a GuY I uSeD tO lIkE.... dUn bE mIsTaKeN, Not ThAt I sTiLl hAve FeeLiNgs foR hIm, maYbE iT's bEcOs hE hAd fOuNd a GF aNd I'm stIll aLoNe bY mySeLf........ aS u KnOw... mY cOmP hAd juSt caMe bAcK tO mE a fEw daYs aGo, so ThiS fEw wEeKs, I haVe nOt beEn lOgGiNg inTo IRC.... WhEn I LoG inTo IRC, moSt oF thE timE, I wOuLd seE hIs NiCk iN tHerE.... buT tHIs fEw DaYs wHeN I lOgGeD in, I DidN'T seE Him.... I fElT a SenSe oF loSt... it sEemS liKe He's eNjOyiNg hIs nEw rOle aS a BF tO hIs GF wHiLe tHe oLd pAtheTiC mE iS sTilL aLoNe aNd hAve noThiNg muCh to Do exCepT goInG tO sCh, doInG tuToriaLs, doInG mY pRojEcTs........ anYwaY, hOpEs thAt thIngS tuRn oUt wELl beTweEn hE anD GF............ErMmmM...juSt nOw KoaLA tOld mE thAt pOoH beAr haS pAtcHed uP wiTh her BF, I wOnDeR y iS iT tHat I fOuNd oUt thIs NeWs fRoM KoALa aNd NoT pOoH BeAr??? I rEmEbEreD pOoH bEaR telLinG me ThAt iF sHe enDed Up wItH soMeoNe, sHe wOuLd teLL mE..... Not ThAt I'M blaMinG heR... tHis mAdE mE reAliSed tHat mAybe I tOlD toO mAny ThingS to pPl buT thEy dUn RealLy telL me MaNy thIngS boUt thEmseLves...... mAybE I shOuLd lEarn tO bE mOrE diScReEt and TrY noT tO sHaRe toO maNy thIngS wiTh pPl....... mAyBe I wOuLd fEeL bEtTer.....Ok...I GuEsS I WoULd sToP mY wHinNinG HeRe......

SaD,
CaT

2003-07-20T02:38:00.000+08:00

Hi ThErE!!! ThiS iS tHe CaT aGa|n! ToDaY wAs a bOrRrRInG daY fOr Me..... AcTuallY plaNNed tO wAke uP eaRly tOdaY bUt insTeaD I wOkE uP aT 1pm PlUS.... HahHa... I acTuaLlY pLanNed tO dO soMe tuToRiaLs tOdAy.... bUt I feLt toO lazY to tOuCh aNyThinG......buT I hOpE tO geT doWn tO woRk lAteR, oR eLsE I wIlL deFinIteLy Be $%&%^*%$ wHeN I gO bAck To scH oN Mon......I jUsT sPenT toDay pLayIng WitH my ComP, waTchIng Tv and aLl the otHer usUal stUfF.... BuT thEre'S soMetHinG inTeResTinG I DiD tOdAy.... I dyEd mY hAiR.....wOnDeR wHat CoLouR it wiLL be... 'coS now haIr stIll wEt, so unablE to sEe thE finAl coLoUr....ThAt'S aLl fOr Now.....

OYaSuMi,
CaT

2003-07-19T00:01:00.000+08:00

Hi TheRe!!! It'S tHe CaT aGaIn!!! I'm so glad to be able to write in the blog again. sigh.... my comp broke down(finally) and it went sent to repair for near 3 weeks!!!! It was really quite a ''painful'' period without the comp.... The absence of my comp made me realised how dependant I'm on it and it's importance to moi...sigh.... After such a long time away from the blog.. I really have alot to crap about..... ok... maybe I will start with my school first... My sch's really LAME!!! They forced us to record our temperature two times daily and we have to wear our 'dog tag' around......hahhaa.. not that anyone really cares bout that... But now... they decided to impose a ''fine'' system on us..... if we r caught not wearing our dog tags, we will have to pay a sum of money each time round and will eventually face disciplinary action.... hahhaa... what r they planning to do????? suspend us just becos we dun wear our dog tags???? Lame rite???? Another important thing that happened this two weeks is that Duckie went to financial trading while I'm stuck in Banking!!!... :( No doubt we r still studying the same course.... but we dun get to share lectures anymore... :( I can't see him as often as I like liao... sigh......... If onli I have chosen FT, I would had end up in the same class as him... ;( So sad!!!!! I onli managed to see him on the 4th day of sch..... and he was wearing this tie-dye shirt and it looked awful on him.... and the worst thing is... he didn't style his hair.... I was kinda disappointed to see him like this... really spoils the image I have of him... :( Luckily, during this week... he's has been wearing clothes I love to see him wear and has been styling his hair too :)... He's kinda close to one of my ex-classmate and they meet everyday and come to sch together!!! Luckily my ex-classmate is a guy.... I feel so jealous and envious of my ex-classmate, u know?? Btw, my class attended a talk on wed and Duckie's class was also there..... He was sitting three seats away from me..... so.. I tried to take his photo..... One of my fren helped me but apparently.... he seemed to know that she was taking pics of him... she told me that he was ''secretly laughing''( sorri, dun really know how to explain.. how u understand) to himself...... the previous time she helped me take his pic was bout 2 months back.... and also... he saw her as he turned back and he was also ''secretly laughing''.... I really wonder if he knows that I like him or maybe he thinks that my fren likes him??? Everytime he appears, my frens will either call out my name loudly or will ''ar hmmm'' when he passes by... I wonder does he know?? Personally, I think he should be able to sense that someone likes him cos the look he has in his eyes when he passed by me today seems to imply that he knows that something is going on....I hope that even if he knows... he will just pretned not to know so that I can continue to take pics of him and look at him hehhee...hahhaa... I think for this entry I had said quite alot liao... erm.... I will try to post blogs daily as often as I can cos I still have alot of things to say but dun feel like typing now......

Ja Ne,
CaT

2003-06-30T11:54:00.000+08:00

Finally!!!! Time to get down to writting my blog.... Firstly, I would like to thank Koala for making this happen (hahhaha), she taught me how to use this and also helped me set this up...... thank you Koala!!! Maybe I should start off with an intro..... erm.... ok... I'm 18 years of age this year, erm... I'm currently studying at SP....doing some kinda biz course...going on internet, watching tv, sleeping are some of my hobbies....and one more thing... there's this guy in my school... who i have an interest in... erm.... i call him Duckie....this name may appear occassionally in my blog.... hehhe...ok... i guess that's all for my intro... now, down to the real business....acutally, i wanted to write my first entry for quite some time liao... erm..... but 'cos i'm busy playing an online RPG game, Shen Zhou... then quite hooked to it... so I dun have any time to write my blog.......but I guess I will have more time to write in my blog in the coming weeks... 'cos school's gonna start next week......then most likely I wouldn't have the time to keep playing SZ.....time really flies..... I've been idling around for bout 2 months alreadi..... haha.. that's how long my school holidays are... I wonder will I be able to adjust myself to school next week....... been sleeping at bout 4am every morning..... when go back to school.... must sleep the latest at 1am.... I think I wrote a lot liao.. hahaa.... I think I continue another time.....

SaYoNaRa,
CaT (MeOw~~~)